Wedding in Gerik

Okay, a wedding may sounds normal to you guys..
Same old kurma, kari and mix vegetables for lunch time..
But this wedding is special..
It is held in Gerik, Perak and it is the most exciting and memorable taste of 'kenduri' food ever..

On the 25th of December 2011, my parents and i went to the wedding ceremony..
The groom's father is my father's friend, more likely hunting buddies.. :P
So, as we arrive, everyone (as usual) looked at us, in amazement.. :P
Tired of all the attentions.. XP
haha.. and some even shouted.. "Oi, tingginye!" lol XD
Then we get to our table, the VIP table.. yeah my dad is considered VIP in the village
Great.. :P
Then the host told the waiter boys to serve food to us.. But at that time, eating time haven't started yet.. :P
So daa, we started eating first..
The kenduri is done by gotong-royong style (cooking together with other villagers)
So the dishes are amazingly tasty and ummmppphhh.. :P

The Beef Singgang Soup:

The Kerabu:
The Pajeri (Pineapple rendang):

The Mix Vege (i guess :P):

The Ulam (stinky bean, long beans and sambal belacan):
Yeah, these are the malayan village style of wedding food..
Consist of mostly ulams and vegetables, it is indeed the healthy meal for a wedding.. :P
I, a choosy type of person, also defeated by the smell and taste of the food..
Normally i wouldn't eat village style food, but this time i'll make and exception..
I love the way how they serve us.. Very quick and tending to our every need..
Even my dad eat a lot this time, a total of 3 bowl of rice.. :p (me too! :P)
yeah.. who could stand the temptation?
When my dad ask the waiters to add more beef soup, they brought the whole big bowl of soup on our table and put a lot of beef into our bowl.. OMG i am so full at that time.. lol XPEven my nephew is so full, that he became so quiet after we finish eating.. Thank God!! XP

And as souvenirs, we got a bag of goodies each and a lot of stuff in there too. :PThe one thing that i learned from this wedding trip is that, try something new, who knows maybe you'll like it or don't like it, as long as you try them..
There's no harm in trying.
Or you'll regret of not trying..

And never miss a wedding invitation, especially if its the village ones..
Even i told my parents that if there ever again invitations like this, count me in.. :P

FrieNdS for LiFe...

Ok.. This is what Jeanette has wrote about me, in reply of what i wrote about her in the BFF section.

Thank Jean..

Let's see I have had known her in Marian Convent.She was very friendly & a brilliant student,very good in studies and mix around with those intelligent students. Hmm..I think we did not really talk much that time because I think she's kinda arrogant xP When she entered my class for the first time,she became the center of attraction because of her height :)

We got closer when she came to SMC .I love to simply crap and talk to her because she's hilarious,have a great sense of humor that can make people laugh easily & make your day,comfortable to talk to because she's kinda open minded and won't get offended easily,she can ease your stress and worries ,very KIND and loving .She's too kind sometimes and people love to take advantage .That time I would lecture her a lot xP Oh yeah,she's also very supportive in everything you do & easy to get along with .x)
We don't give a damn about what people think about us.We used to sing in class,laugh out loud and debate so loud like no one's business xD She's one of a kind.It's not easy to find a friend like her .
I feel she looks cute in baju kurung .Oh yeah,we always share the same hobby which are EATING and SINGING =D I remembered that she loves jensen ackles a lot!
Still keeping the jensen ackles birthday card that I gave you ? :P Hey Shazana,I'm sure one day you'll find a guy that will love you for who you are.Just Have Faith in yourself!=D Stay positive yeah!

hehe.. I never knew this is how people see me as.
hihi.. I am funny? Really? well, maybe.. I love to see other people smile and laugh..

Well, actually i am not a good socializing person kind of a guy..
I usually choose the person i wanna hang with.. And i do not like it if other people approach me first, coz i think that they are scary and overly friendly (spooky) :P
But when i like em, i'll like em.. :P
Its that simple.. And if i avoid u, forget it la about wanna to be my friend.. :P

hehe, I am not that mean.. I just know how to judge a person just by looking at the way how they act..
And i am usually right.. :P
Yeah, its not right to judge people without knowing them..
But i know what i want, and i dont want to choose the wrong friend which i will regret it being friends with him/her.. :P

What do you guys choose in a friend?
Looks? Kindness? Wealth? Popularity? Intelligence? Influence?
Haha.. come on.. everyone have something they see first in their friends..
:P

Ok, i am going to be the good guy here.. (perasan)
I choose a friend based on their INTELLIGENCE... so, my friends, congratulations.. you are all intelligent.. :P lol XD

Yeah.. but intelligent for my priority laa.. just for talking..
I love to talk with my friends.. sharing thoughts and opinions..
You see, all of my BFFs are brilliant students, i love them..
but once i get to know them better, i love them more...
they are special in their own ways..

• Kendra being so friendly
• Jeanette being so talented in singing and fashion
• Hani being my studying spirit
• Natasha being my laser talking friend :P
• Amira is the lovely and math genius friend
• Putri my alim friend that tries to change me
• Lela my craziest friend i ever had
• Nana the roomate that is actually my namemate.. :P
• Totty being my sort of bff and spiritual friend
• Amirah being the alim friend ... :P

Yeah, they are all special..
But i am sick of people who befriends someone for their own benefits..
Yeah, there are people like this, and u gotta admit it.
Some are being friends because of wealth, popularity and influence..

Wealth
I got a friend like this before..
She befriended me and another friend of mine just because we are kinda wealthier than she is
What a freak..All they can think about is money..
I guess being friends with these kinda people is easy for them to borrow money or something..
Are these people real friends to you?
I think not.. they are more like advantageous people..

Popularity
Owh this kind is the one that i hate the most..
Being quite popular (actually totally popular :P) in every school i've been to makes me really know these kinds of so-called friends
All they want is so to be popular..
And for that, they shall stick to the popular person just to gain attention to them self
Attention is all that they seek
What is so important about popularity anyway?
I hate popularity!
It makes me feel stupid and also, being popular brings bad rumours about me and my friends all around school.
That is why the less popular i am, the happier i will be
And for the popularity-loving-friends, u guys can take all my popularity, I DONT NEED YOU AND THE STUPID POPULARITY!!!
And to tell you guys more, these popularity seekers only befriends the popular peeps just so they can befriend the other kids and so on until they are the most popular peeps in school
And when they are, they shall leave the first popular friends and move on, not recognizing anymore the true pop friends..
Freaks, aren't they?
Yeah, its the truth
So, if you are popular, watch out for these kinds of people..
They can be a good friend for you at first, but then, they can take you down to the bottom.. :P

Influence
These influence seekers are quite similar to the popularity seekers..
Except for they only seeks the influential peeps so that they could bring them self on top of the food chain (in human world they are called status quo :P)
They are just befriending someone to gain something.. whether its popularity or somekind of a post..
its like butt licking people (a very disgusting term indeed)
yeah.. just ask anyone who have a high post in anything such as Ketua Blok or President of this and that... Do they have a friend who is friends when it involves posts only? Sure they do.. :P

And another thing that is importante:

Looks
Some people, they choose friends based on their looks.
If the friend is uglier or less beautiful than the person, they wont befriend the person..
These are the kinds of people that judge a book by its cover
Being fat, black coloured skin, having a misplaced organs, being large, have the nerd looks and others wouldn't fit to be their friend..
Well guess what? U are not perfect either bitches!!
I, myself loves to befriend these people.. they are better in a lot of ways compared to the choosy people..
Like come on, these people are humans too..
They are a greater friend if u get to know them first..
I have a lot of special friends.. some are having more than 10 toes on their feet, some are fat, some are thin, some are black, some are albinos and some are even OKUs..
So, what do i care of?
These friends are the ones that made me the happiest..
They made my life more colourful and more varieties at that..
And they are more beautiful than you choosy freaks!

While some chooses friends who are suitable for them, some are being friends just to take advantage..
Its like boys choosing only the beautiful girls
and girls choosing the handsome guys ONLY..
for what? of course for the INTENTIONS... :P
Once they get what they want, they shall leave the beautiful ones, pregnant and soon the baby shall be thrown into the dustbin and the drains..

That's life people...
More importantly, Malaysian life

I want many friends...
I want them all to be with me, to be my companion, my friend in hard and happy times...
Not some attention seeker or using me as a stepping stone for their success..
Its hard to find a true friend...
But when you find them, dont let them go..
Coz u'll never find anyone else as special as they are
and once u loose them, u'll regret it.. I am sure you will
Give other people a chance, get to know them...
Dont hear about what other people are saying about these people...
I bet even they dont know the person first before they start talking rumours about them
Be kind and be loving if you want someone else to love you back..
You know i love you.. :D

Chicks~

I always wonder how guys choose their girl..

Some of them love the short and cute, but some also love the tall and hot..
It is really confusing.. and hurtful at times coz i am the tall one.. ;p
U can see the comparison between a short but cute girl and a tall but hot girl above..
Which one do you think is better?

THE SHORT AND CUTE

most of my boy-as-a-friend prefer these types of girls.
They really did told me, making me feel kinda jealous of these girls.
They said that short girls are cute, and 'handy'.. I know what they mean by when they are saying 'handy'
You know, boys, or most of them... they only think of sex every time they look at a girl..
I am not making this up.. a friend, guy friend, confessed to me..
Saying that all he wanted from choosing a gf is that his gf gotta be small or 'handy'
for u know what..
dont say that i am a pervert, coz i am just telling u all what guys have been telling me
Btw, they added that they love small sized girls because these girls are easy to be controlled and the boys can totally over power 'em..
And the worst part i heard that is the boys said that small sized girls have big breasts..
like OMG @.@
that is all boys think about
most of the boys doesn't even care about the girl's personality or etc
Yeah, and we gotta admit that boys mostly prefer short girls because of the above reasons.. easy to handle and in their words: sexy..
Its all about the intercourse.. huh~
Is love all about the intercourse?
I am not a boy and i cant say anything for their side of the story.. :P
But for me, short girls are:

• very cute and happy go lucky.. :P
• really sensitive about life
• loud and wanting other people to notice them
• fierce and goal determined
• loves guys who are taller than them
• guy of their choice: must be sweet looking and caring
• can be really bossy if married.. :P

All of the above is what i can conclude of being friends with some short girls.. :P

THE TALL AND HOT

Okay, i am in this category... Its not like i am 'perasan' but it is true..
lol XD
The girls who are tall and hot are usually associated with modelling and even giraffes (been there, done that)
Well, being tall has always been an advantage for me

• I always been the teacher's fav
• Been admired (looked at) where ever i go to
• Been picked up by boys whenever i did cat walking by the street :P
• Other girls wanted my height.. (girls, GROW UP!) :P
• became the goal shooter in basketball
  

Well, and more of the above..

I can help people reach things and others..

yeah, my height have been useful except of course, in finding the perfect partner in life.. :'(

It is hard to be tall, being taller than most of the malaysian guys.

Malaysian guys, like i said earlier love shorter girls than taller girls.

I myself had a crush on a taller guy than i am, but of course i am CRUSHED by the fact that the guy chose my ex-friend (way shorter than he is).. :'''''''(

Yeah, that is how i know why they would choose shorter girls... for THE intentions...

=.="

I mean like, if they choose girls who are short only, what would become of girls like us? the tall ones? Are we not worthy of being loved? Shit... I am being sadis.. :P

Though, some guys love taller girls than they are..

Like how my friend (boys) said:

• Tall girls are hot and sexy all the time
• Tall girls are understanding and very soft-like personality (or how people always describe me: gentle giants :P)
• Having a tall girl as a gf makes a guy really popular as these girls are so-called models
• In malay tradition, having a taller girl as a wife can bring good fortune to the family :D
• Tall girls are hot and people do stare at them all the time, making the bf proud and at the same time jealous.. :P
• we tall girls are understanding and totally can put up to not being bossy at home.. :P

That is to conclude of what i think about the comparison between the shorty and the tally...

but for me, the perfect girl is not based on her physical appearance, it is based on her inside: her heart and her soul

A perfect girl is the one who is soft spoken, kind hearted, loving, caring, supportive and other qualities that i couldn't list coz its to long!! :P

These are the kinds of girls who are perfect to be called a wife.. But what do guys care?

they keep on breaking these girls heart and keep on chasing those hot girls to be made as mating partners before marriage..

and when its time to get married, they leave the hot and old ones, and chase the kind, heart broken ones..

Jerks!!! :P

The Rose
The design which is inspired from a rose tree is totally dark and thorny like..

I love looking at roses... They are the symbol of hot love and passion.
The rose above shows how the colour of roses itself is not really bright, but it is actually dark and mysterious.
Eventhough i myself like WHITE ROSES, i still admire the red ones.. :P
Thus, i designed this~

As you can see, the upper part of the dress totally presents the rose petals while the rest of the body mostly represents the thorns or the stem of the rose tree..
I coloured some red in the 'stem' part to make it more interesting..
I gotta say i cant draw shoes... :P

Me and KMS friends.. :P

Who so ever wanna see me acting please press the word 'video' below... :P

This video was starred by the KMS students themself... or more accurately, the team that is consist of me, Totty, Amirah, Amal, Hao, Shirley and Haziq...
Special appearance by Hafizh..
This video for me is great because it is successful for being made by no-experienced movie makers like us...
many thanks to Amirah and Amal and their friend who i forgot the name (sorry) who edited the movie, making it interesting and fancy..
couldn't done it without u guys..

now to talk about my practicum.. H5P2..
these guys are great...


Hafizh(our leader), Kak Long, Sarah, Fatin, Natasa, Aini, Syazwani, Shirley, Haziq, Ilyas, Hao, Me (Shazzy), Totty, Amirah and Amal..
I am the tallest one in da middle.. :P

There is another student which i would not ever like to mention her name coz she make me wanna puke...
forget about her
my practicum has always been great..
we are loud, crazy and even competitive...
We are the 6th best practicum in the first semester!! HOW GREAT IS THAT??? :P

In the pic above, i am the one in the pink scarf, white scarf is Amirah and beside Amirah is Totty and beside Totty is Amal... :P
We were so called Oxaloacetate... that is a science term in Biology...
:P
We are best friends.. and we always stick together...
yeah.. cool huh?
every project that involves group work shall be between us and us only...



We all in the practicum worked together to perform the best in anything that we do..














We even had great times together..
There was once we went to the beach and it was a great memory...
A real GREAT memory...
I am hurt by the fact that someone in the practicum did something that made me mad..
but i am learning to let go, but i shall not ever forget or forgive... i am just going to ignore..

Ghost Thingy~ update.. :P

The Close Encounter

This close encounter occurred to me when i was studying in a matriculation college in Selangor called Kolej Matrikulasi Selangor..

Happened on the month of October in 2010 at night, during my extra class..

I was walking pass the door way ALONE when i saw a light-like passed me by the right side in the mid air

I thought at first it was the light from the torchlight, but it just disappeared and i couldn't locate anyone holding a torchlight.

Right after seeing the white flash vanished, i saw a black figure by my right and i quickly turned, but i saw nothing..

Thinking it might just be my imagination, i just continue my journey and ignored anything that just happened thinking that it may be the natural phenomenon or something..

I went through that night feeling normal and got through my work perfectly..

The next day was the Islamic Talk held in the mosque of KMS.

And as usual i joined my friends, sitting together and sharing stories about stuff, just to make sure we didn't sleep during the talk..

Then a friend of mine, i name her as F, said that yesterday night (the night i saw the 2 things) her friend, H, cried..

Then i asked her why. she answers: ' Yesterday, H was walking with me using the roofed walkway. As we were walking, suddenly my shoe laces are scrambled, making me hard to walk. we stopped for a while and when i am done tying the laces, H's face went pale and she quickly dragged me inside the classroom (which is situated beside my class). H started to cry and i comforted her letting her hear the Yasin reading. Then H told me, when i was tying my laces, she saw about 5 light-like figure flying all around us. Then she looked at the top of the roof of which they are sitting, and she saw a white figure, face as pale as a zombies' and a long black hair'

As for me after hearing that story, i almost fainted.. That should have occurred to me as if according to the time line, i saw the things first..

But i didnt see their real face, maybe of two important reasons:

• I ignored the fact that the things are actually trying to get my attention
• and the black figure that i saw earlier was maybe the 'saka' of the tiger from the previous story i wrote, the saka is protecting me from these things..

I am lucky not to see the real faces of the white light.. If i did, i'm going to be in coma for the next 1 year or so..

The 'things' of which me and H saw was probably a Banshee or 'puntianak' in malay tradition..

It is known to have a loud screeching voice which will make anyone run even before seeing them..

Banshees are also known to disturb girls who are alone and loves to touch boys who likes to do bad stuff..

so, be nice and just ignore them if u see one, coz they will not disturb u unless u let them.. :P

DeSignS oF OuTfiT~ update.. :P

Armadillo outfit

This design is inspired from Armadillos, but it is NOT made from the actual armadillo

Armadillos are the inspiration for my dress because of their magnificent armor of which that triggers me to design this gown..

If u can see, the middle part of the armor shell is layered and thus creating this layers of protection against predators

In the way other people see it as protection, i see it as fashion and totally designed the dress below..

the gown i made is consist of hard textured and medium shiny silk.. the down part of the gown is hard-like and doesnt really have movement in them

I am loving this design and totally wearing it ... :D

Hani - My BFF update.. :P

Hani

Hani, she is the one friend who is too good for me

Being in the Sheikh family, she is always the most 'alim' one in the group... that is actually good :D

we met at Rompin, Pahang of which i entered her school and instantly became famous and of course everyone wants to befriend me, including her.

Her being the daughter of a teacher is quite famous for her loudness and craziness

But she meet me, we actually became rivalry for the popularity rank and she always wanna beat me in anything i do.

But i didnt do anything to become famous, i just am :P

Hani is wearing the purple baju kurung, sitting beside her friend.. :D

Then, as me, Hani, Amirah and Ainul are the top 4 students in the school combined for a contest, we all automatically became close friends as we built the group for study purposes and indeed we succeeded in inventing new methods to solve mathematical and science probs..

Hani has always been my best friend because we actually compete to be the best in everything in a healthy way..

I love it to have a friend like that, who makes me eager to do my best instead of some friends who could stand the sight of me being better than them.

Hani and i always congratulate each other no matter who won or who lost :D

and to make it interesting, we always make all the teachers mad at us because we always correct the teacher.

whether its in the pronunciation of an English word or the us of the correct method to solve probs

the teacher just hated us for correcting them

its like the students are meant to be stupid, and the teachers are meant to teach 'ajaran sesat' to us >:(

we just wanna help laaa..

and about Hani, she is a lovely Malay girl.

not so typical as she is kinda tough for a alim girl

we always wrestle each other during P.E lessons and crack stupid jokes in the classroom..

and we have another friend, Eka, that i will talk about later..

we 3 always hang together

and Hani is the kind of friend that i always am searching for.

I will never forget about her too

Currently she is studying in Cairo, Egypt in Medic

hopefully she'll become the best surgeon that us Malaysians can be proud of..

Go Hani, Go!!

My Life As A Geek... :P

As i left KMS, i didn't continue my studies yet as i am waiting for UITM intake for next year's semester..
since then i became:

• a babysitter
• driver
• housemaid
• cook
• car washer

for my family.. but i dont mind though, coz at least it fills my time..

then, my father bought me an exercising machine.. yeah, i also felt that my body is getting heavier and my metabolism is getting slower..

so, thanks dad!

yeah, i get to exercise regularly and hopefully i can get in shape to be a part time model when i enter uitm next year :P

but of course, THE INTERNET.... i use the internet at first to just to get in touch with my friends using FB, but then i started playing Mafia Wars and Sorority Life and i just cant stop :P

its very addicting, and people, if u can easily get addicted, please just join me play these games :P

and now, i'm starting to write this blog, i dont know why and maybe i'm just bored and i am trying to fill my time other than watching TV on Astro that keeps on repeating and i can repeat it's dialogue too :P

so, thats what i do during my free time.. :P

Hello Visitors

Hello..
i'm shazzy and i'm a human.. (daaa)
yeah yeah.. i am blogging, yeay!
so, i would write about my daily life and my friends and my family and my adventures (theres a lot of ands huh?)
yup.. i would write it all, it will take some time, but i love to write, and when i start writing, i cant stop :P
so, be free to follow me or not, your choice.. :P
but i really do love animals and would normally write about them.. :D
love u~